The Mystery of One Self

The Limitless Figure of Eight

WaleedSQ — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 06:41:26 +0000

within a dream I found the book of our fate..
mysterious symbols that were hard to translate..
refering to a KEY that opens the gate..
and get us into a limitless figure of 8..
where your happiness which I try to create..
is creating my happiness that makes you in a happy state..
and keep on growing till we forget how did we initiate…

The Limitless Figure of Eight…

Sound of Silence

WaleedSQ — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 15:38:00 +0000

a mute silience disappeared in the blank day,,,
stayed to figure out what they’re trying to say…

it was a sound of laughter fading-in the form of “no way”,,,
with undefined whisper shouting an endless echo of the word “stay”…

inside a car with no brakes within the high-way,,,
holding a map of shattered glass trying to run away…

e-Motion

WaleedSQ — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 15:36:42 +0000

I felt the electronic motion inside my heart,
when i found myself reflected inside her eyes,
it was like a dream of newborn child,
how can it just .. could be a tear she cries !
a tear that cured a hidden pain beyond the mystic star,
and inspired a charming breeze into a hunted life,…

A Drop of Tear

WaleedSQ — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 23:57:32 +0000

Thoughts within my mind changed to feelings,
looks like fear…
I tired to leave and run away,
before they come and find me here…
I failed to run or even hide,
each place here seems so near…
My mind and heart were took apart,
and my eyes gave a tear…
From here i start to realize,
that things are so much clear…
Just let them out one by one,
through a drop of tear…

Sailing without Compass

WaleedSQ — Mon, 26 May 2008 12:59:00 +0000

Believing there might be a better place for me to stay, I decided to leave and find the way…

First thing that i thought about was to find someone who can share…

But the thoughts lead me to be alone, as this one may stop me or may not meet all my needs…

And then I thought about the way, too many ways, too hard to choose, and maybe there is not enough time to make the right choice…

So I made no choice and just left this place…

I took nothing with me, just the beliefs of there might be a better place…

I did not like to walk, so I get into the boat, and sailed through the oceans, the oceans of my thoughts…

And in the middle of the oceans i felt something is missing, maybe i really had to find someone who can share…

Or maybe this one is in the place which I believe it is there…

So I had to get through the passing time, the shouting wind, and the smashing rains, they thought they can stop me, but they did nothing, just strengthen my beliefs…

At the end of the way I finally found someone there, waiting for another one to share, so now I am not alone, and in a place which even better than my imaginations…

And this one let me know that I was having a compass, it’s placed in the Beliefs, the stronger they are, the better they can lead…

But I did not know that it’s not the end of the way, it was just another start for the end of the endless way…

New Space Ship

WaleedSQ — Mon, 26 May 2008 11:57:34 +0000

Now he has a family so he had to build a space ship to fit the family in the space days, Harry and Ishtar helped him to get this ship done in 7 days, and Harry was the lucky one who took the space boat…

They have set for the first space trip on this ship, and waited for the space day to leave…

When they are finally there, Caldera insisted on having the Oort Cloud meal in her parents’ home, actually it was tasting so bad to him, but you know he had to eat, and kids had no problem…

He got out into the space, alone thinking about his life, talking to himself “was that the right decision ? or I have just rushed out, now I’ve lived 1 year with this alien and things were so strange, it was like the hidden Earth beauty appeared in this period, they are not that bad, at least they are the same as me, oh but I had 4 kids from her, so maybe it’s not good to think about that now, maybe i need to recall the good memories, and I have to accept the alien as it is, and you know what, now I feel like Alien”…

Sight without Light

WaleedSQ — Mon, 19 May 2008 21:09:17 +0000

We are awake in a place where we can see each other, something we share in feelings, touchable and sensible, deep and true, we can see it but are we really there ? …

Voices from somewhere were calling for someone to be there, we looked at each other, believing we are there, and we waited for any one of us to stand and respond, but unfortunately we do not have the proof to let them know we are there…

The place is quiet and dark, the lights are turned off and the voices are not allowed, but still we can feel the voices which whispers slowly in a pleasing tone that is quiet enough to keep the natural rules…

We now are just waiting for the thing that is waiting for us to be happened, but before you leave just let them know that we do not need the light to see, and we do not have to talk to be heard…

We have something inside that makes the voice loud without the need of the Sound, and makes the place bright without the need of the Light…

Never Lose It

WaleedSQ — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 22:45:28 +0000

It took my life in a small bag, and through it in the middle of something

thinking it can be stronger, but only thinking that it was

took it back from the legend, it was written down with the spoon of the broken knife

but noway it’s still mine and no more ways can lead to no where

take me back to the hill of concious and lead my bag but never lose it

it was but no more, I can smell where exactly it were born

not so bad, I know I am glad, be with me, and again never lose it

in the eyes of back-head, in the word of nothing, in the out of magic, and what ?

it must be knowing what can cause it…

ashes of life, stream of nice times, changes and states, stairs and yes again

come back with me as long as it hadn’t…

How the past reflects the future…

WaleedSQ — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 20:57:56 +0000

Time is passing, and the present is just a block from the blocks used to build the past, the blocks that build the stairs that lead you to your future, the future that you have never reached…

Waited so long for the future to be reached, and time is still passing and blocks are getting higher, and one day you sat over the edge, and had the deep thinking about where you live, till you realized that you live within your future !

If the past is being built, and the present is just the blocks which you are leaving for the past to be built, then you must be within your future !

But wait, that is not the future which I was looking for, if that is the future then my life is many steps away from my vision !

Yeah, you are really far away from your vision, because you have not take the time to get off the stairs and take a look on these blocks which had been built, the blocks which represent some statistics of how your life is going, and which let you expect where your life may reach, expect it from the rate which you have been through in the blocks of your own past…

you have just keep waiting for the future which you thought you have never reached, and have not realized that it is the place you have always been through…

When the future affects the past…

WaleedSQ — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 20:09:48 +0000

Time was passing, and the present was the blocks that build the past, but they were not just the blocks of your own, they were mixed with related blocks from others whose blocks are related to yours…

You did not have the complete vision to all the blocks which had been built, but you were always on the top, the top which cover the bottom, the top which is not clear enough for you to judge…

And now you are lost in your thoughts, have no idea of what to do to make a fair judgment, the blocks are put together building a rigid sphere between you and the truth, the truth that can hide for a time, but not forever…

You have waited enough and now you had the chance to get through the sphere, and reach the place where the truth can never hide, the place where the future exists and can affect the past…